I think I'm feeling round ligament pain but it's freaking me out.

Can't find hb on doppler either.

Stressed slightly but today I had a revelation.

I cannot control this so I need to live in each day and stop worrying about tomorrow or wishing for the next appointment to roll around.

We've had so many speed bumps this pregnancy and we've gotten over ALL OF THEM remarkably.

Someone is watching over me and my fetus this time around.

I am still on the fence about telling my mother for her birthday on Saturday.

BUT, if something were to happen we'd end up telling her about that anyway so I just need to live IN SATURDAY (when Saturday comes) and share the happy news with the grandma to be.

Deep breaths for now.

And lots of them.

I'm going to go rest my round ligament pain.