BFN.

Getting my questions together for the appointment tomorrow.

more "wtf?"

Exact same thing happened this month that happened last month.

I started bleeding at about 9dpiui and I had high hopes for implantation spotting.

Till it didn't stop. And it got heavier. 

The nurse switched me to Endometrin progesterone and wouldn't let me test early. I go in tomorrow.

Shoving Endometrin with a tampon chaser up my hoo ha is great fun.

I absolutely love getting up early and driving to the REs office for a test I know will be negative.

There is something wrong with my luteal phase and I need answers.

DH and I go back on Tuesday to sit down with the doctor for a bit WTF appointment. I need to gather my questions because you better f'n believe I'm going to get my $40 copay worth at this appointment.

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IUI completed on Sunday, June 14th.

Playing the waiting game yet again. I would really love for this to be the last waiting game for a  long time.

Oh wait, being pregnant IS a waiting game. 

Waiting for the first ultrasound, waiting for the other foot to drop by examining every wipe, waiting for NT scan, waiting for the gender appointment............

Well, at least I hope this is the last TWO week wait I'll be having for a while. How about them apples?

I want it now!

cd8 appt and we have a 14.9mm follie in the lead!

*grow, grow, grow*  

*more, more, more*

I'd like more than ONE in the lead, to be truthful. We'll have a better chance with more than one. 

I could be doing IUI as early as SUNDAY! WHAT??????

So many BFPs around me, I feel hope. I am hopeful. 

I've really, seriously never wanted anything so bad.

or is it "badly"?

Deep breaths. 

it's a good thing

My beta today is zero.

It's good, because if it had gone UP after I had AF, I'd be scared out of my pants that something would happen.

I'm beginning to believe that maybe I've had more chemicals than this. If I was a betting woman, I'd say that we've fertilized many eggs and they just aren't sticking. 

I'm to stop the prometrium and see if I bleed anymore. I already had what I call a full on AF, so we'll see what happens.

I can now safely take my naproxen for my back pain and have that beer I wanted so badly on Friday night.